So for the past seven years if my life I’ve been extremely depressed with an occasional bout of suicidal thoughts but nothing too bad. The past couple months of my life have been absolute misery, I’ve been more suicidal than I’ve ever been in my life, I tried got commit suicide what about 10 times in the past two months or so. I’ve been out of a psych program for a few weeks and this time i’m not going to fail, I will be ending my life tomorrow.
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- the person who asked
I have all of my letter ready, affairs in order, and I’m trying in a last ditch effort to find a reason to live and I can’t find anything.
- someone who replied
It makes my heart heavy to hear you say that. I can understand how you would come to that conclusion though. I was very suicidal once and it does seem like a solution to a problem. I also think that each human being has a unique gift to give this world. I wish we were better helping people find out how to live by that gift and bring it forth to the world. My heart hears when you say that because I think about how much we as humans will miss of
- someone who replied, again
You when you are gone. Like you will be robbing the world of the opportunity to understand all that you can be and do in this world for yourself and others. It makes me feel so inspired when I talk about it because it reminds me of what matters so thank you for giving me the opportunity to share that message. You did that by being brave and open and honest which is a challenge. Thank you for demonstrating that
- someone who replied, again
Idk what else to say but I can keep chatting if you want. I’m gonna get some rest here so may be slow to respond until tmrw
