I'm so angry and tired and just want everything to end

33 replies

• someone who replied·6 years ago

  Sorry that you are feeling that way. I’ve been there I feel like. How come you are feeling that way?

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  That’s a hard place to be. I have felt like there is no way out from my suffering and was able to find some. I hope you can too and would love to see if I can help. What do you feel isn’t fair?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  I try my best, always, but lately, I can't help to think it doesn't matter what I do, If something isn't meant to be, it won't happend, and what's meant to be, is almost never fair, not to me at least

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  Also, I tried to find someone as you say, but I think it's not meant to be as everything I've ever wanted

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Feels like pushing a Boulder up a hill? Sisyphus...what if it just means that what you’ve been told may not be true? Or may not be the way things are going to happen. Would that be ok? If you had to reevaluate

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  I mean, yes, I kinda know my life has never been normal and every step I've ever taken has been decided by everyone but me. But lately I don't feel angry at them, I feel rage, hatred, to mostly everyone,

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  But no specifically at those who made my life be what it is right now

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  But no specifically at those who made my life be what it is right now

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  So you don’t feel like your life path has been truly decided by you?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  No, i don't

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Interesting. I can see how you could feel stifled. What would you want to change?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  Life itself, just finish it, I want to be done with the suffering

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Fair enough. Nobody need suffer forever. What are some of the things that make your life hard?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  People use me as a tool, I'm either a project or an asset, but not a person

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  That us a profound realization.

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  Yes

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  I can see how you’d be angry and want to break out of that. I know I cannot so much, but your opinion is valid, your feelings are valid, your choices and decisions are yours and you can make your life. You are not beholden to anyone.

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  How can I stop feeling this way?

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Idk if trying to stop feeling this way right now is going to get you there. Usually there is an acceptance and healing phase that is before the pain stops. What or who would you have to acknowledge or forgive for you feeling this way?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  I think I would have to forgive everyone, but it sound impossible

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Who are the ones that would be hardest to forgive?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  No one, I don't resent them, I'm just angry, not because of what they've done, but because the way they're and what they do, almost everyone, from close family to classmates or "friends"

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Ok. it sounds like you are questioning the integrity of those around you.

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  Yes

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  What would you say to them if you had an open audience, judgement free?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  They're monsters, they think so much of themselves, they think they're so attractive, so smart, so skilled, but they're nothing but scum, they can't do 1/10 of the good things they claim to do but they're experts hurting and lying, they just want to feel superior but they're, they're inferior when it comes to the real important things, intelligence and being a good person

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Sounds like they lack empathy and you are the only one really seeing who they are. Tough burden to shoulder in your own. Do you have anyone in your side or in your team that understands?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  No one, I've always been alone for what is worth, but please be honest, am I the one who's wrong here?

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  It doesn’t sound like you are making it up but sounds like you have empathy and have been surrounded by people with a lot of pain and baggage and you are now understanding it. It can be scary but it’s not your fault

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  I don't think they've been through any pain, I have ans because of that, I would never behave the same way they do, I would never induce that kind of pain because I know what it feels like.

• someone who replied, again·6 years ago

  Can be hard to be around people like that. I’m sorry, just curious, what would the message be that you’d want to communicate to them about you and about themselves? What do you think they should know?

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  They deserve all the pain I've been trought, they should suffer what I've suffer and they should realize how unfair lige is. I would tell them how angry I am, and what they make me feel If I could, I would go away from everyone, somewhere hidden were I can wait for my death with as little suffering as posible

• the person who asked·6 years ago

  Sad part is that not only the people I've know for years behaves that eay, but also almost everyone I've met lately. I'm afraid this is the way all people in the world behave, or at least, I seem to attract them.