I’ve been struggling with stimulants and I messed up again today, and now I’m sitting here full of regret and disappointment. I was supposed to have this weekend with my son and now it’s almost gone and he goes back tomorrow. I don’t have anyone and am so alone.

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I’ve been struggling with stimulants and I messed up again today, and now I’m sitting here full of regret and disappointment.  I was supposed to have this weekend with my son and now it’s almost gone and he goes back tomorrow.     I don’t have anyone and am so alone.

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hey, we have completely different circumstances  but we are both alone, just downloaded this app so no clue how it works yet, so ill just say you arent alone, alone, if its possible to pm feel free to

someone who replied · Answer

Glad you posted. Sounds like you care about your son. I have 2 boys and a girl. I struggle with substance abuse too, alcohol
Mostly. Idk if I have the answers but I’ve been there and it sucks. Turn the pain into progress. Why do you use? And what do you wish was different?

someone who replied · Answer

Hey im new too, this is first post i saw. il ask 1 question. why are you using stimulants?

someone who replied · Answer

What kind of stimulants? I’m addicted to Adderall and do cocaine when I can afford it. Let’s chat I can help

someone · Answer

So idk why.   I guess it made me forget and it was easy access for it..  so that’s why stimulants. But also sense my divorce I feel like I lost a whole life and that’s when my drug abuse started back up.  Was clean for 10 years. Before that was really just party experimentation kinda stuff. Then I had met the mother of my son.

someone · Answer

I'm trying to figure out how too PM you

someone · Answer

Anythingtwice7.    I’m trying to pm you but still figuring it out.  Yeah. Coke was my daily for the last 2 years.   Then maybe 3 weeks ago meth came back in the picture cause I have done it before and it’s been daily.  I haven’t made it past 16 hrs without using.

someone · Answer

Can’t figure out how to reply to each one individually sorry if it’s jumbled

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Also, cannot PM or DM anyone. All messages are only shared on this thread between ppl. But you can select who you reply to but yeah maybe they are working on a way to make it less jumbled and more clear

I’ve been struggling with stimulants and I messed up again today, and now I’m sitting here full of regret and disappointment. I was supposed to have this weekend with my son and now it’s almost gone and he goes back tomorrow. I don’t have anyone and am so alone.

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